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MY FIRST LOVE

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I really can't remember how I fell for him but two things I can remember vividly was the day I realized how stupid I've been loving him and the day I stopped loving him without a second thought.

Honestly, some events can be easily forgotten and few can never be forgotten as they changed your life for good. Such unforgettable events occurred so unknowingly to me, but then I consciously walked and worked myself out of the event.

About my love for "him".

Sweet memories of him elude me as I write this. Yes! Because if I have ever felt special in life it was with him in that relationship, frankly speaking, loving someone who provided comfort for me, he gave me reasons to never go for adventures, kai, I can hear him speak to my heart, cajoling me to sleep else I will be tired the next day, I felt so much love and safe in his arms, protected and cared for, his presence was the best place to be, believe me, I never wanted to leave. With him exploring into uncharted and seemingly unsafe territories were far from the scene.

I became so unwilling to know the true meaning of life, I was made to believe so much on him for my existence. Until that faithful hot afternoon, Emma told me of an event that changed his life and the life of her sisters, immediately, I decided to make a move. So he presented himself to be the best, no doubt! He used to be, trust me, but I was determined not to remain under his spell and be enslaved with False Experiences Appearing Real.

So today I announce to you all that I have said YES! Official YES! I said yes to him and I call him my WORLD. PAUSE HERE AND CONGRATULATE ME! WHAT A DAY?

He came in the middle of the night and caught up with my expectations at the most breaking point of my life took off the veneer mask and showed me the true me and for the first in my life I saw my ex clearly and understood how long I was deceived by the words he spoke to my heart, little did I know he has another identity, friends call him PHOBIA? 

He comes in different faces but now I can see him for the two tinning evil he is. His mission was to steal my vision and corrupt my passion, it dawned on me, Alas! I wasn't the first but believe me, I will be your last because I will so expose your evil deeds...true love has shown me the lives men and women (especially) you've destroyed. Men and women that are supposed to grace the covers of numerous magazines and have their names written in the sands of time.... they are supposed to be amazing, full of strength, special, men that are supposed to soar beyond yonder, attain great height and make a difference. women that are supposed to live in Fame but now they now their heads in shame blaming their poor selves for loving.

Love is meant to free their minds and push them forward rather with you, it was the opposite.

I cringe to think this was what you planned to do to me, you've schemed me to get me fade in oblivion and obscurity but... dearest, I write this bill to let you know that I've done it again. I just exposed you and your negative thoughts and influence.

I have gained freedom from your oppression and torment, I'm deeply in love with my WORLD and I will love him till the end of time.

TO YOU DEAR FEAR.

Now, I write to you who has been limited by fear, I'm sure you've Gained clarity, so darling, get up and put yourself to work, grab the wheel and take control.

Anyanwu Esther

Teens Clarity coach.

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